radioactive...

You have to play this one out loud to feel the base. Play it through one time at maximum volume and listen...IIyplayII

Woah, woah, woah

Woah, woah, woah

Woah, woah, woah

Woah

I'm waking up to ash and dust

I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust

I'm breathing in the chemicals

I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus

This is it, the apocalypse

Whoa

I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones

Enough to make my systems blow

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

What goes through your mind when you wake up? You wake up thinking the world is gonna defeat you today or you wake up thinking about defeating the world, world domination, success. Money, cars, clothes or whatever your motivation to waking up everyday is. That's what Radioactive feels like to me. Leaving yesterdays let-downs to yesterday and looking forward to today's highs, Feeling radioactive everyday is almost the only way i know how to not wither away with stress. How much closer to euphoria i will be by the end of the day is my motivation.

                 I raise my flags, dye my clothes

It's a revolution, I suppose

We're painted red to fit right in

Whoa

I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus

This is it, the apocalypse

Whoa

waking up, I feel it in my bones

Enough to make my systems blow

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

There are those that wake up with  suicide in their brains, the ones trapped by the "prison bus effect" wake up in routine and perform their citizen duties the exact same way till their time runs out, no dreams, or their dreams were killed and destroyed beyond repair.There are people that are painted red...to fit right in...fitting in is far from who they are. Suppressing the dopeness and dumbing down for society is suicide too. It makes no difference from people that actually cut their own journeys short by ending their lives, their dreams are always gonna be just dreams, empty dreams, dreams never seen through. llplayll (0:46) Its a jam session!

Its like it's almost impossible to be part of a revolution and fit in. If  you wake up feeling like you're painted red everyday why not use it to paint a new town, create something admirable and drool all over worthy. Those that don't understand  the "new age", paint em a picture, give them visuals so they don't think you're loony. 

All systems go, the sun hasn't died

Deep in my bones, straight from inside

I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones

Enough to make my systems blow

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Welcome to the new age, to the new age

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive

I don't think anyone really cares how you get to the point when you're satisfied  as long as you get there and you're absolutely happy with yourself and your choices. I can only hope i wake up feeling radioactive to infinity and beyond without making decisions that will come back to bite me and such. And it kinda feels good to wake up on top of the world with no real worries or troubles; just motivation to do better and continue to paint the 'new age' for those that cant comprehend it.

play by these....

Rules:PIBG

Read

If it says pause you pause

Listen to where the lyrics you just read stop stop

Read again.

Blah just do as i say capice?

Do exactly as i say.

Play,pause,rewind,read,and listen.

cuz i know you feel it...

Since graduating in our respective classes,we all go our separate ways to see where life is gonna take us. Begging the world to let us in! We have ideas! We wanna be billionaires and we will not work for you to get it! We'll do it our way.

"1 2 3 4 some crazy ass kids looking like a million dollars so em in!" 

"they wonder why dont i go get myself a job so i can make them bucks"

Sometimes I wonder who the fuck I am

Wonder who the fuck I am

Uhh, Yeah, want you to feel it

My voice probably sounds mad raspy right now

I want you all to feel it

So step up on the mic and uhh

Show them what you got tiger. llpausell

......want you to feel it…

Everybody has to find themselves they say. Im guessing this is the time im supposed to be doing that. Find my niche in the world. Whats my purpose?Where am i going? Its our turn to step up to the mic and showing em what we got!<<play>> 

Sometimes I wonder who the fuck I am

So I’ve been lookin’ in the mirror and it still don’t make no sense
I’m askin’ what am I supposed to do?
I’ve done so much in my short lifetime, but I haven’t done shit
I done flew around the whole world
First I shook a million hands and I took a million pictures
But I’m a hostage in my own world
And my thoughts my own enemy, got no time for these bitches
I got too much on my damn mind
So if I add some more stress, I just don’t see how I’ma cope

And my thoughts my own enemy, got no time for these bitches
I got too much on my damn mind
So if I add some more stress, I just don’t see how I’ma cope
I think they underestimate the grind
I do, bring this doe, and I’m only 20 years old llpausell
Looking around at all the people that are growing up with me Im amazed beyond definiton as to how much talent a group of people can have. We have all accomplished so much already without even realizing how old we are. (I know I keep saying we and I cant talk on behalf of anybody and whatnot but I claim you guys as my growing buddies weather you like it or not) We push boundaries because we know what we want out this beautiful life....well maybe not exactly what we want but we are actively looking for it and its starting to look like its finding us. Everybody doesn’t have to be friends, like each other blah blah blah, we got that “im climbing to the top no matter what” attitude. We are hungry. We could care less what the next person is doing as long as they are helping us get closer to my dreams llpausell<<play>>......just cuz. Pausing is optional here i guess.

back to the question....  

<<play>>I hope this feelin’ lasts for fuckin’ ever
I don’t want to come back down, let me stay above the ground
I hope I do what I was meant to do
Cause I’ve been searching for that answer, I just hope I get it now
Please, let me find euphoria
When you up above the clouds, like, who gonna touch me now
And do we ever get to know the truth

Cause everyone seems to have it, but to me it seems they lack it llpausell

Despite feeling on top of the world and feeling closer to euphoria. At the end of the day my dreams are fueled by fear, fear that we'll never find euphoria. Like did our parents ever feel the burning fire inside, if they did what did they do with it? Is my fire gonna stop burning? Will my dreams just remain dreams? How am i gonna stay above the ground? Then there are those people you meet that like to tell their life experiences. They've done this theyve done that, theyve been here and there, they have soooo much wisdom you could listen to them all day......they have nothing to show for it, Am i gonna be one of those?

<<play>>Sometimes I catch a buzz just to help me picture love
Drinking liquor and I’m smoking weed
And you don’t ever do too much if you could never do enough
Wonder why I scream and stare at you
I’ll be there to rescue you, problems you got several
Thank God that none of that medical
Ugh, I’ve been blessed with much to be expected
I wonder why I sip this devil juice
Cause it feel incredible, problems, I got several
Thank God that none of that medical
Ugh, I’ve been blessed with much to be expected llpausell

Substitutions substitutions, fuck the devil juice Ill take the alternative;) for breakfast, lunch snack time AND supper! Got too much to look forward to to destroy my body with devil juice. I love my body. And as for love if its stumbled upon its stumbled upon just hold tight and lets ride:)

the question...

For a generation thats so "f'cked" up we have dreams beyond anybody that came before us had, or dared to have. I'm proud to belong to a generation that looks down upon stupidity and ignorance. A generation that looks to inspire one another to be better. A generation thats opening their eyes to see what else the world has to offer us other than what our parents showed us or saw. It seems like were headed the right direction to me. We might not have all the lawyers, teachers and whatnot but we do have dreamers. Whats a corporate american robot to a dreamer? We set our own bars up high from the little success we have now. Some people work their whole life to get to where  some of our dreamers are now.' I think they underestimate the grind"..........

Im just excited to see what the next 10 years have in store for us. Its gonna be an interesting ride. A ride driven with fear of failure.being a disappointment to yourself and everybody that belives in your so called dreams...
<3<3PIBG

transition...

Ummm i made a tumblr first for my blog but i want a real blog:) moving to this one!
Read the rules!!
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